Goodbye World!

This is my "goodbye" blog to the world. I plan on killing myself tonight. I am completely flustered and distraught with all of the guilt I feel for betraying and causing Jesus' death. It feels like no one understands that I only did this to fulfill the prophecy and for mankind. Everyone has began to give me death stares, throw stones at me, and call me a betrayer or a traitor. I just can't take it anymore and I would rather die. But before I kill myself I must return the 30 silver pieces, I won't be needing them when I'm dead. Goodbye!

Confused on What to Do

Today Jesus asked me to betray him. I just don't know what to think of this. I understand that it is necessary for Jesus to be killed to fulfill the prophecy, but I don't want to be the one to betray him. If I were to betray him, I would be hated and everyone would look at me as a traitor! I've written this all down in my own Gospel of Judas, but I'm still not sure what to do. I know of an opportunity to betray him that would earn me 30 silver pieces though!

Money, Money, Money

Being the treasurer of the apostles, I am always in the presence of temptation when holding the money. I just love being the money carrier; it's so easy to just sneak a few coins out each time I count the money. Those few stolen coins help me out a lot with taxes during these hard economic times. But sometimes I'm scared to steal the coins because some of the other apostles are beginning to accuse me of not caring for the poor and only wanting the money for myself (John 12:6). I was confronted by some religious officials today and they offered me a deal. They told me that I receive 30 silver pieces if I betrayed and turned in Jesus. I just don't know what to do...